holiday season

Why is it this year that Christmas doesn't seem to have any of the spirit behind it? Its like the weather isn't the same, peoples attitudes are different and even I'm different...haha that's probably my answer. I let too many things distract me to where I didn't get somebody to help me put my lights up outside. I'm sooooo all about Christmas that I get everything possible done asap so I can have it out and around for the longest time. Anybody that knows me knows how much I LOVE Christmas! My love life has been on the fritz and I'm struggling trying to keep things positive b/c my man is working soooo much so we never see each other anymore but its for the holidays and all the money we're spending. All said and done I just want to feel warm and fuzzy about everything this time of the year! So I guess that means it all comes down to me and my choices and attitudes! :) Have a Merry Christmas!! Cant believe its a day and a half away?!?!